Chocolate's Date
Last Saturday when i woke up, i saw a box of chocolate lying beside my pillow and a note attach on it.
" Zhun Hui, i bought your favorite sweeties from Swiss. Father will off to Sydney for another week. You take care of yourself. "
Since the quarrel with father 2 weeks ago, we haven't talk with each other. I can fell the love of father, but i still can't accept another women to become my step mum. Ai... better forget about this right now, it will drive me crazy just thinking about it.
I wonder how's Xiao Fen been doing, she's not online and didn't reply my sms for days already. Maybe she think i am so nuisance and keep bothering her, or something happen to her, this really worry me.
" Ti Ti... Ti Ti... " My hand phone rang for incoming SMS. I pick up the phone and open the inbox. " Sorry, something happen recently and i am in really bad mood. But reading your SMS has made me a lot better, thanks for your caring.. I fell like having some nice chocolate right now, can i? " It's from Xiao Fen, what a surprise. I reply her immediately " Ok! we meet at Eastcoast garden in an hour. " After reply her sms, i hurry dress myself and rush out the door. It takes me almost half an hour from my place to Eastcoast Garden, better reach there early than late, of couse i didn't forget the most important thing. The Swiss chocolate.
After 40 minutes i reached at Eastcoast Garden and i waited outside Mc'D. I keep looking around searching for Xiao Fen. After 10 minutes, i saw her walk from the bus stand not far away. She is wearing a simple outfit, a white t-shirt with cute piggies pic and a nicely fit jeans, wow, she is just beautiful no matter what she wear. I wave and walk to her smiling, show her the chocolate box and ask her " Where should we enjoy this nice chocolate? "
Xiao Fen finally smile, and so sweet her smiles are " Let's take some walk first " I nodded and walk with her along the road. That's was a silence walk and i can sense that something troubled her, i didn't ask cause i knew how's that fell. Every time when i'm not happy, i just need someone to be with me, that's make me fell i'm not lonely and have someone caring for me.
After 10 minutes, we decided to take a rest at pavilion along the road. Xiao Fen still didn't spoke a word. I deiced to break the topic " Xiao Fen, these chocolate wouldn't taste nice if it melt. Do you want to have some right now? " Xiao Fen smile at me and nodded, i quickly unwrap the chocolate. Looking at her smile and her eyes blink after have her first bite of the chocolate, she like it, i am sure.
" Your father been to Swiss ? " Xiao Fen ask me when she saw the packaging of chocolate. " Ya, i have been there last school holiday. Swiss is so beautiful, you should go there if you have any chance. " I answer Xiao Fen and recall the beauty of Swiss, especially the snow view, it will be so romantic viewing the snows together with Xiao Fen. Seeing Xiao Fen stare blankly, i knew she thinking about something. " Anything troubled you ? I willing to share it with you. "
Xiao Fen stare at for a moment, sighing and begin her story. It's about Da Nai Ping ( Xiao Fen best friend ) and one of their friend Tian Cai Qing. She said two of them seeing each other recently, she doesn't know what to do be with two of them because they always went out together. Though she didn't clearly said out the things that trouble her, but i know what she mean and what she think. She likes that fellow Tian Cai Cing but her best friend had seeing the one she like.
It's a real pain in my heart hearing what she said, she had someone in her heart already, did i still have chance? I kept asking myself while listen to her story. But before she finished her story, i have made up a decision, pretend i didn't know how she fell towards that Tian Cai Qing and be her listener and advisor. Soon after she finished her story, i ask her " Are you worrying they will ignore you eventually, and you not fell comfortable going out with them together, right? " Xiao Fen didn't answer me, I added " Sometime.. we cannot control or change things that happens, why you still persist... let it be, let it go, life will be much happier. " Memories of mother flash through my mind.
Xiao Fen stood at me and said " Your thinking are much more mature to be a 14 years old boy. "
I smile back at her " Ya you are right, i'm 16 and 2 years older than you. " I explain why i'm in the same grade with her though i'm 16, and i told her some of my story of my family and... my mother...
We spent 3 hours chatting at Eastcoast Garden, though i get to know her better, but knowing she has someone in her heart makes me fell low... Will she fell the same towards me just like she fell for Tian Cai Qing? I hope she will... one day...
4 comments:
Ah toot:
Must be really happy that Xiaofen dui ni qing su xin shi, from your entry can sense you are a caring and nice guy. Hope your efforts are not wasted.
To the author,
Tks for writing despite feeling low. I don't know what else to say except that you must take care of your health.
regards,
World of DTF supporter
hey this is a good effort.keep it up!ya and take care:)jiayouu
r u reali the ah toot.. i mean... tis events tt u r posting about is like happened long ago lorx as described in DTF's world..
-reader of DTF de shi jie-
hmm thankyou for this blog..this is really a good way of showing ur support for DaTouFen de ShiJie.and i am sure peifen and many other readers/listeners of DaTouFen will appreciate ur efforts de!JIAYOUU:)
Post a Comment