Who am i ? Part II
Hair... checked, shirt... checked, flower... checked. Ok, i am all ready. I step down the car with flower in my hand, and i noticed that many eyes looking at me. I didn't take serious for their attention, my only concern is how Xiao Fen looks at me. I walked straight to the classroom.
When i step in the classroom, the noisy atmosphere suddenly became as queit as in the library, and i saw Xiao Fen with Da Nai Ping looking at me. I walk to her with the most cool step i learned from Jay, when i stop in front of her, i didn't say a words and hand her the flowers and look at her with the most charming eyes expression i can made. Xiao Fen didn't say a words, took the flowers and keep quiet, but i can saw her face flush red, how cute she is... At this wonderful moment, someone said " Teacher coming..." So i hurry back to my seats, hehe, i bet Xiao Fen is very touched and happy.
After the class, Xiao Fen come to me and sit by me. She said.
Fen " Em... why you do all this today? " I sense that she is not very happy.
Hui " Oh, it's nothing really... You are my girlfriend right, it's nothing wrong give you the flowers... You don't like it? " I carefully answer her and look at her expression.
Xiao Fen said nothing but only shake her head. She seems still not that exited for what i have did, so i said.
Hui " Well, what do you think of different me today, do you like it?"
Fen " You don't have to be so exaggerate... i prefer the simple you..." Xiao Fen look at me showing some unhappy face towards me. I am really disappointed for what she said, all the things i've done to please her actually didn't pleased her at all.
Fen " You are handsome enough, others girls will like you if you are too handsome, i will be jealous lol." Maybe Xiao Fen saw my disappointed expression and try to cheer me up. But this can't help to take away the lousy feeling in me.
Looking at the mirror, the different Ah Toot from usual. Is this really me? Is this really what i want? And finally i smile at myself, yes, Xiao Fen is right... I am who i am, she likes me for who i am and not somebody else. I don't have to intimate others to please her, how silly i am to done all those stupid things. And i am happy to be myself again, it's quite cocky to intimate Jay, because he is too cool. Haha.
4 comments:
To the writer:
Find that you are great at writing the story of Ah toot, can really help the reader get into his perspective quickly. With regards to Xinyi, indeed there is some illogical parts about it, I also did not think so much about it. Afterall, perhaps your story could be that Xinyi will not be in University 5 years from now, who knows? Only you as the writer knows how to arrange for it, unless you are really following all the parts from Peifen's story. I will continue to follow the story, and see what you will write with reagrds to Xinyi.
As the blog is Ah toot blog, no one expects or knows the life Ah toot is leading in the next 5 years. Peifen did a time warp to five years later, are you going to do the same? Awaiting your next entry.
Regards,
World of DTF supporter
Hmmm the story is getting more intresting by the minute, but still i find it intreging to know things from Ah Toot's point of view,
Do u think there is a chance for AT n DTF to get together... (maybe u can do a addition coverage on that.... that don't run together with the story... hahahaha)
Ganbatte!! Looking forward to read more from this blog. :)
hehehe... good job!!!
story is interesting...*thumbs up*
keep it up!!!
looking fwd to read ur next entry!! =)
wait ur update..!!!
why so looooooooooooong???????
ten dao hua er ye xie liao...
haaahaahaaa
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