Run away from home - Part II
It has been a nice experience stay at Jonny's house. Jonny was married, have 2 adorable kids. Although i need some privacy for myself, but the kids won't let me. Two of them drag me to play with them the whole night, but i enjoy the play time with them. Jonny's wife is a great cooker, i almost ate the plate because of her delicious dishes. I envy Jonny's family, they seems so happy, not like my home, only lonely awaits me every time i am home. When i have my private moment, it was almost midnight already. Before i went to bed, Jonny have a long talk with me. He told me his story of how he begin his courier and some of his romance story, it has been a great time talking with him, he teach me a lot.
When i am alone in the room, i start to think... Am i wrong for what i've did to father? Am i not grown up and mature enough? Am i being selfish and childish? Am i..... Tones of question trouble me, but Jonny told me something that inspire me a lot.
" We all made mistake, even the saint is not always right. But we can atone for our mistake by learn from the mistake we made, and avoid us making the same mistake again. Remember, human learn from mistake to improve, that why we are here today, in an era of modern society, because we learn and improve. "
Today i went to store with Jonny early in the morning, to thanks Jonny for his accommodation yesterday night although it's not my shift to work. A busy morning pass by and Jonny gave me break to have my lunch. After i had my luch and went back to store, Jonny told me.
Jonny " Hui, just now a cute and beautiful girl came by and looking for you when you are out for lunch. She seems anxious looking for you, have you met her? She went looking for you as i told her you've gone for lunch."
Huh? A girl looking for me? Who is she i wonder. But the answer reveal short after. As i was outside the store tidy up the newspaper, someone call for me. When i look back, it was Xiao Fen. What a surprise that Xiao Fen came looking for me, and i am happy to see her, i forgot all my worries every time i saw her. I walk to her.
Hui " Xiao Fen ! Why are you here? "
Fen " Huh ! How dare you ! You know how worried your father are because you didn't went home yesterday, he's looking for you every where. " Xiao Fen gave me a feisty look and put both hand on her waist.
Father is looking fo me?! So he's still care about me... But i answer the angry Xiao Fen because i doesn't want her to know too much what happened on me.
Hui " Haiya, this is not the first time i didn't went home, he won't worry lah."
Fen " Then, why you didn't went home ? " Xiao Fen look at me and i saw a lots of question mark in her eyes. Oh... I just can't resist her innocent looks, so i decide to tell her.
Hui " Well... oh....alright... It's not nice talking at middle of the street, lets talk inside the store." I drag Xiao Fen inside.
I told Xiao Fen roughly what happened between me and my father and the reasons why i ran from home. Xiao Fen display a lots of face impression while listen to my story and show great interest of it. After i finished my story, Xiao Fen look at me with wide opened mouth, haha, it's really funny look. She keep silence for a while, i can see she is thinking of something. After a while she spoke.
Fen " Was that Aunt Susan threat you badly? " She ask me carefully.
Oh, i never thought of that before. Well, Aunt Susan is a nice person and she always take care of me. So i answer Xiao Fen.
Hui " Nope.. she has been nice to me all along. It's just... i don't like her much."
Fen " But your father love her... You are being so unfair! Let's say one day you met someone you love, you also hope your father will accept her too, right? After all, we will grow up and have our own life eventually, we will leave our parents like the birds leaving their nest after they grown up. Did you want your father to be all alone when that time come? "
Hmm...??!! What Xiao Fen said are quite same to what Jonny told me. Wow, never knew that Xiao Fen have such mature thinking under her innocent face. I start to think, i was wrong after all...
Fen " Hui, you father did love you, if you insist against his marriage, maybe your father will call it off for your sake. But, your father will be very unhappy about it, do you want your father to be sad? " Xiao Fen keep on her lecture.
Fen " Give yourself some time get to know Aunt Susan. Who knows, maybe you will get to like her. " What Xiao Fen said made me felt guilty for what i've did. Ya, she is right, i never gave myself and Aunt Susan chance get to know each other. Maybe i always think she came to snatch away my mother place in my father heart, so i won't let her get close to me... Maybe i should do so from now... But Xiao Fen getting annoying keep lecture on me, ha! Who knows, she is a quite talkative girl after all. To stop her mumbling, i said.
Hui " Ok, ok... i will go back today. Oh.. you are so annoying today..."
Xiao Fen finally stop her lecture, look at me and gave me a sweet smile and victorious look. Haha, i knew it, it's a good choice of father to get Xiao Fen to persuade me home... Mm... what i should do when i am home...
To be continue.....................
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