Unforgetable Vacation - Part III

After the game, me, sam and Tian Cai Qing went upstairs for shower. Me and Sam sat at the balcony while waiting for our turn. My mind was so confuse at that time, still thinking why Xiao Fen didn't choose me. But someone help me to clean up my messy head.

Sam " Chun Hui... are you trouble for what happened just now... i mean about Xiao Fen kissing me. " Sam suddenly speak to me while i'm in my deep thought.

Hui " Oh... not really... "

Sam " I know you are not happy... but i swear, i have nothing to do with Xiao Fen." Sam try to explain himself.

Hui " I understand... " I know Sam have nothing to do with Xiao Fen behavior, and i didn't angry and blame him.

Sam " Chun Hui... can i ask you something? You like Xiao Fen didn't you?"

Hui " Mm... all of you can tell, right? " I'm surprise Sam ask me that question so direct.

Sam " Yes... and we know that you are someone special for Xiao Fen too. I know how you feel right now for what happened just now, but you want to listen to some of my opinion? "

Hui "Mm... sure, why not. "I know i really need some advise now.

Sam " Ok, i'll speak my mind then. I think Xiao Fen likes you too, that's everyone know. And i think i can explain why she didn't pick you just now... you know girls, always didn't want to let the one she like get what he want that easily, and can be very cocky facing the one she like. So i think that's why she pick me just now, she can face me more easily because i'm just some ordinary friend for her. Haha ! come on friend, take the initiative, don't tell me you expect a girl to made the first move, right?"

What Sam told me clear up all the doubt and confuse in my head. Why i can't think of that earlier, that's what happen when you are in the middle of a situation, always can't see the clear picture and think wise, the spectator will have a clearer view. Thank to Sam, i've made up my mind... i'm going to tell Xiao Fen how much i love her.

After the shower i went down stair to look for Xiao Fen, and i saw her chatting with DNP. I walk to them and they stop their conversation.

Bing " Ah Toot, have your shower already ah. " DNB notice my appearance and talk to me, and Xiao Fen look back at me at the same time.

Hui " Oh... i... have something to talk with Xiao Fen. "

Bing " Oh ! Ok, no problem. I need to go up stair.... er.... to take something. You two take your time hah." DNP being smart and leave us. When she was away i said.

Hui " Xiao Fen, can you take a walk with me? " I invite Xiao Fen to take a walk and away from others.

Fen " Ok." She answer me without any hesitation.

While the walk from chalet to the beach, we didn't speak a word, because i am thinking what i should say to express my love. And we walk to a pavilion at the beach.

Hui " Let's rest here for a while. " I suggest.

When we sat at the bench, i can feel my palm were all sweat, and i decide to say something.

Hui " Xiao Fen, do you know that you are my best friend here at Singapore? "

Xiao Fen didn't answer me, she just kept her head down. At that moment i was so anxious and try to find some topic to raise her attention.

Hui " No matter where my father sending me to for study, i promise i won't forget you."

Fen " You... want go abroad for study? " Finally she show her interest. But what i've said ??! I just made up something to take her attention, so i response.

Hui " Not now lah... but it's hard to tell what will happen in the future. What i mean is... there will always a special place for you in my heart, always...." I express how important she is to me. Xiao Fen looking at me with some tears in her eyes, i know that i touched her heart at that moment.

Hui " The game just now... frankly i was unhappy that you choose Sam and not me. " I stopped a while and look at Xiao Fen.

Hui " I will choose you for sure given the situation." After the expression of my love for her, i done the bravest thing in my whole life.

I put my hands on Xiao Fen shoulder, turn her facing me, and.... slowly i move myself to her... and i kissed her... on her lips !!! And wow !!! that's the moment of magic, this is my first kiss with girl and it was.... WOW !!! Her soft lips catches my heart so deep, even the end of the world had no matters for me, just the kiss did... The kiss only last for a few second, but i felt like a century passed.

When our lips seperate, i look at Xiao Fen. She looks so beautiful ,her face was blush with shame, her eyes was shinning like the prettiest gem stone i've ever seen... I made a promise to myself at that moment, i will love her, protect her and cherish her till i die... but after a while, she surprised me again...

Fen " Ah... cho! ah cho! ........" Xiao Fen actually...... sneeze... and non-stop she do that. Haha, what a thing to do at that moment. I think she catch the cold already, so i hurry bring her back to the chalet.

But there is still one thing troubled me that made sleepless until now.... Xiao Fen didn't say she love me or not... Ai.......... sleepless night again today...